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Hi LJ! Long time no see. Gosh I seriously miss you. Never knew virtually talking to a virtual community could be so...mesmerizing!
What's that? Oh, me? Well, lots have happened for the past 4-5 months, buddy.
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- Location:Jakarta, Indonesia
- Music:Cue the pulse to begin
HO HO
After hanging out and working with a crzy dude, I ma going CUCKOOO too!
mwahahaha!!!
NO I am not tired!!!
Since my dad is practically blind, probably really ill, and doesn't work anymore, his wife must be the one who's working. And honestly, I don't trust her at all. And I haven't heard anything from them at all; I don't know their phone numbers, and I don't even know where they live anymore.
I guess... I just don't want to let more young lives get torn apart because of drugs and irresponsibility. My little brother and sister didn't do anything wrong to deserve all of this, they're bright, intelligent, and beautiful kids; they have a great future waiting for them. I love them so much, and I'm not gonna let them live a life like that.
So, kids, drugs and alcohol destroy your life and others'. Geez, 'fun'.
- Location:basement
...I dont know why I feel... lonely/angsty/PMS-ee (huh? lol) I've been like this since my break up with CJ. It's like, I've lost my self confidence. And I began second guessing myself.
Maybe I am too boring, maybe I am too...old-acting or whatever.
Geez, I guess I can't help to be who I am then...
Then walked a thousand something kilometres to Confederation Park, walk around the joggin track again, ran around the football field three times, and did some sit ups. Man, that was really relaxing...
Let me summarize what happened today.
1) Woke up. Breakfast. Shower. Bla bla.
2) Went to The Heights and to that Essential Oil shop. The owner was so nice; again, I met someone (as always, older than I am), who shares the sam spiritual view. Nothing too fanatic or anything, we just have the same... spiritual vibe. Talked to her about Krishnamurti, Eckhart, and some other I don't really know but I nodded anyways lol.
And then, I brought up the question about feeling different from everyone else
- Location:basement
I'm off to find good LJ skins!
Next time, I have to ask about how much they're paying me and HOW they're gonna pay me before I start working. But I know that they also should've informed me about that too.
So I didn't come for work today. Nor tomorrow. Or ever. Without telling them. Payback for those 5 weeks.
Yes, I feel guilty. I know I'm a nice person; sometimes too nice that I hurt myself a lot. And, this is, I think, the first time I've made an...'immature' decision. I left because I hate the fact that they didnt even tell me anything about salary, and I was also mad at myself for not asking them about it. And I left because I just started my 2-week summer break before the final, intensive quarter. I want a real break, one that I can truly relax and breathe.
Still feeling kind of guilty, but.... I don't feel as bad because this is the first childish decision that I've made, and for the first time ever, I really feel like a 17 year old.
This summer, I have to enjoy it to the fullest. It seems like I've lost...'something' from myself this past 3 months. I feel heartless, cold, and robot-like. Hopefully the heat will melt me down.
(i took all of em with my cellphone, so they're not that good)
LMAO on the last pic.
QUESTION NO 1:
DO I WATCH PORN?
HELL YEAH! FOOD PORN!
no, seriously, yeah, real food. no, no humans involved.
Now I'll get some good sleep.
Tomorrow'll be West End day! Yay!
I made two half-moon breads, one sweet and another with shrimp and veggies. Also two hazelnut cheese and chicken with veggie herbs filled twister breads. I loved 'em!
On Sunday, I made Baked John Dory with herbs and Veggie Aglio Olio Spaghetti a la moi! LOVE LOVE! Hahahaha.
I'll post the pics later!
- Music:Suneohair - Waltz
ah, I haven't write anything here for like, 2 months...
new school.. friends...activities....
and I'm getting tired of those traffic jam STUPIDJJJBHV,BHH!!!!
- Location:school
- Mood:melancholy
- Music:You Must Have Been Kissing a Fool - Michael Buble
those damn DIARRHEA!!!!
I lost 1 kg in 4 HOURS because of it!!!
...hmm..
I've been having some kind of.... confusions.... lately...
I don't know who I should talk to...about this.
*sighs*
Even though I've been avoiding this 'subject' for years, I knew someday I'll have to deal with it.
- Mood:confused
- Music:The Scientist-Coldplay
- Mood:thoughtful
As a fan of boxing, I must say, I've just saw one of the most interesting and powerful match I've ever seen. Daudy Bahari (INA) vs whatever his name was (PHIL).
...Daudy won with his smart, powerful and magnificent punches. and he's a HUNK!!! though I thought the Phillipino boxer has gone mad because he was smiling repeatedly although he was obviously losing his points...
I've been reading The Count of Monte Cristo by A. Dumas. Now this book should be on Oprah's Book Club. It's about, what else, sweet, sweet, delicious revenge.... Oh yes, I'm lovin' it.
and YES, now I use mood themes!!!! \^o^/
- Location:home
- Mood:
predatory - Music:Light My Fire - Will Young
